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DIVINE PROVIDENCE
“Consider the ancient generations and see: who ever trusted in the Lord and
was put to shame?” (Sir 2:10)
Providence is the care that comes from God. Everything which is done with
God’s providence is done in the best possible way, that is, in a godly
manner. The fact that God takes care –in-deed very good care- of mankind
could very well result from the following logical reasoning:
God is kind; therefore, He takes care and looks after His children (for the
one who doesn’t provide care is not kind). It is also in the nature of
people, as well as of animals, to look after their children. The person who
does not provide care is considered evil. Since God is also omniscient, He
demonstrates His providence for the whole creation in the most perfect way.
When we witness and examine the acts of God’s providence, we admire His
kindness. We must glorify Him and accept all the acts of divine providence
without questioning them, even if sometimes they seem unjust or
incomprehensible to us.
Father
Paisios told me the following story:
- Once, I had to leave Mount Athos and I was in need of one thousand
drachmas to cover my travelling expenses. I had no money at all. I had
instructed the post office to return immediately to the senders whatever
checks came through the mail in my name. While I was in this difficult
situation, one of the monks brought me an anonymous check of exactly one
thousand drachmas along with my mail. The name PANTANASSA (The Queen of All,
a name attributed to the Virgin Mary) was written as a return address on the
envelope. When I understood that this was an indication of God’s providence,
I began to cry, thanking God and the Virgin Mary.
I have seen many things in my life; it is terrible. If you do not look after
yourself, God doesn’t even let you think that you might be in need of
something. You see, this check had been sent before I realised I needed one
thousand drachmas. God, our kind Father, provides whatever we need, before
we realise it and ask for His assistance. His providence takes care of
everything. However, He must see that we trust Him. At this point, the Elder
quoted the words of the Gospel: “Therefore, do not be anxious saying, ‘What
shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the
Gentiles seek all these things; And your heavenly Father knows that you need
them all. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these
things shall be yours as well” (Mt 6:31-33), “…for your Father knows what
you need before you ask him,” (Mt 6:8).
“Our duty and concern must be how to please God and our fellow men; we
should not be preoccupied with our needs, as God will take care of them.
There is a silent spiritual agreement between God and man. He will look
after us, while we will concentrate on how to live our lives according to
His will. “Cast all your anxieties on him, for he cares about you” (1Pet
5:7).
One day, Mr. I.F. visited me from Germany. He had just completed a study for
the construction of a fish pound in Komotini (a city in Northern Greece) and
asked me to pray that he get the state’s approval for it. I asked him out of
curiosity to tell me about the method of the fishes’ reproduction and their
growth in the fish pound. He replied:
- The small fishes, Father, when they are born have a small sack in their
abdomen called “lecithin utricle.” The sack contains all the vitamins and
necessary substances for the fishes’ self-preservation during the first
crucial days of their life. By the time the sack empties, the abdomen of the
small fishes has grown enough to be able to take in food from the sea. When
I heard this I was deeply moved. During that time, I was in a state of
constantly glorifying God and this became one more reason for me to be doing
so. I thought to myself:
God is so kind that although He created the small fishes for us to eat, He
takes care of them in such a wise way, that they can fearlessly grow up.
Yet, we are so miserable, that we get distressed and do not trust everything
in Him. This is terrible! God looks after the tiniest detail of the smallest
of His creatures. How much more He cares for us, His own images, for whom He
did everything! Since we are blind, however, we are unable to see His
providence which covers every aspect of our life.”
“When someone leads a simple life, humbly looks upon himself and feels the
need of God’s providence, then he puts aside all his concerns and worries,
and has faith in Him. When God sees that this soul totally depends on Him,
and not on itself, He will mercifully protect it; thus, this soul will
intensively experience the sense of God’s providence and feel contented.
God wants our soul to be simple without many thoughts and too much
knowledge; like an infant that expects everything from its parents. That is
why the Lord said: “If you do not become like children you will not be able
to enter in the Kingdom of God.” We must humbly pray to God and admit our
weakness, and this way we will be able to free ourselves from our concerns
and worries; just as our shadow closely follows our body, God’s mercy will
follow our humility and faith.”
“When we believe in God and have trust in His fatherly providence and
concern, then we do not think of ourselves; instead, we know that God is
aware of all our needs and looks after our problems, from the simplest to
the most serious one. The only thing we must want is to allow God’s love and
providence to function in our lives, when He wishes to and in the way He
thinks is best for us. When we have this kind of faith and inner
disposition, we are able to see God’s miracles –God Himself- who is always
close to us under all circumstances. In order to experience this, we must
reject any form of worldly assistance or human hope and with a pure heart,
unhesitatingly and trustfully devote our mind to God. Then, the grace of
Christ will fill our soul at once.”
“God’s providence will take care of everything in our lives, if we reject
everything and become wholly and undistractingly devoted to His love. Then,
God will justly serve us through His divine providence (as He always does
for His genuine servants) and will see that we lack nothing, as He Himself
said: “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and then all these
things shall be yours as well” (Mt 6:33). When someone has as his sole
purpose in life the pursuit of God’s kingdom and the acquirement of divine
justice, then God, who is not unjust and does not lie, will abundantly
reward him.
Some people have the wrong impression, however; they think they can be
involved in worldly matters and be attached to material possessions, and at
the same time, expect the help of God’s providence. God’s help to people who
think this way can be destructive, for it prolongs their attachment to
wordly things. God helps them by letting them be exposed to temptations and
difficulties; this will eventually make them loath worldly matters and
totally devote their hearts to God.
God looks after everyone, both the righteous and sinful: “for he makes his
sun rise on the evil and on the good” (Mt 5:45). There is a difference,
however. The providence of God is always and constantly present and visible
in the lives of righteous people, whereas in the lives of sinful people, it
is circumstantial and sometimes even non-existent. God occasionally abandons
the sinful ones, in order to make their soul humble through the hardships of
life and the temporary and seeming absence of His providence, and thus
awaken their faith and love for Him.
This is fair because the person who believes in divine justice wants God to
rule his life; whereas the person, who depends upon human justice, wants to
guide his own life based on his knowledge, and ignores his weakness; that
is, that he can do nothing without God. “For apart from me, you can do
nothing” (Jn 15:5) and “if then you are not able to do so as small a thing
as that, why are you anxious about the rest?” (Lk 12:26). So, this person is
rightfully abandoned by God in order to realise his weakness and ask
wholeheartedly for His mercy.”
“I never had any money on me and at one point I was in need of one thousand
drachmas. As I was cleaning up the garden, my eyes fell on the holes of a
brick I had put underneath a board of my visitors to sit on. I noticed a
folded piece of paper in one of the holes, which I removed with a stick. I
unfolded it and found a one thousand drachma bill in it, along with a list
of names to be commemorated during the Divine Liturgy. I was deeply moved
for two reasons; first, I admitted how God’s providence had taken care of my
need long before I even became aware of it; and secondly, I admired the
faith of the person, who put the folded piece of paper in the hole of the
brick, believing that I would somehow find it. (He must have known that I
never take any money and therefore invented his own way to give it to me).”
“Sometimes a thought crosses my mind, which is not of primary concern; for
instance, that soon I will be short of communion wine and then I instantly
stop thinking about it. It is worth noticing that the very same time or the
next one, someone will bring me communion wine. What moves me most is the
fact that the person who brings it, comes from far away, i.e. from the
island of Crete in Southern Greece, so he must have bought it long before I
realised I would need it. Thus, I clearly see how God takes care of
everything, long before we become aware of the need and decide to turn to
Him for help. “For your father knows what you need before you ask him” (Mt
6:8). “…and your heavenly father knows that you need them all …Therefore do
not be anxious about tomorrow…” (Mt 6:32, 34).
“We must totally rely on God’s providence as this is the only way to be
relieved of our anxiety and worries. Why should anyone worry, when he feels
that God is taking care of everything? In order to trust divine providence,
one must free himself from all his worldly concerns and wait for God to look
after him. For example, if someone is preoccupied with saving money in order
to either keep it for the difficult times, or to cover all his needs, then
he relies on himself and his money and not on God. He must first overcome
his love for money and trust in it, and then rest all his hopes in God, as
he cannot do both at the same time. I do not mean that he should not make
use of his money; I mean that he should not wholeheartedly rely on it.”
Father Paisios told us the following story wishing to give us an example of
the way God looks after His children, while many times we get angry at Him
and do not understand His actions: “An ascetic was praying to God asking Him
to reveal why the righteous and pious people are miserable and suffer
unjustly, whereas the unrighteous and sinful ones are rich and contented.
While he was asking to God to reveal to him this mystery, he heard a voice
saying to him:
- Do not ask to comprehend what your mind and power of knowledge cannot
grasp and do not examine the mysteries of God, as His judgments are like an
endless ocean. However, since you wish to know, go out there in the world
and watch carefully the people and you will be able to understand a small
part of God’s judgment. Then, you will know that God’s prudent governing is
unexplored and inscrutable.
When the ascetic heard all this, he left for the world. After walking for a
while, he reached a meadow. There was a fountain nearby and an old tree with
a large hollow. He hid inside the hollow in order to watch the busy street
passing by the meadow. After a while, a rich man passed by riding his horse.
He stopped by the fountain to drink some water and rest. While he was
sitting there, he took a purse out of his pocket containing one hundred
golden coins, and started counting them. When he finished counting, he
mistakenly left the purse on the grass instead of putting it in his pocket.
After he ate, he rested and slept for a while and then he took off without
realising that he had left his purse on the grass.
After some time, another passer-by appeared. He stopped by the fountain and
when he saw the purse with the golden coins, he took it and left running in
the fields. A few minutes later, a third man came along. As he was tired, he
too went by the fountain to drink some water and sat to eat a piece of
bread. As this poor man was eating, the rich man came back to look for his
purse. He had an extremely angry look on his face and went straight to him,
shouting in a rage and demanding his purse. The poor man, though, who had no
idea about the purse and the golden coins, assured him that he had not seen
it. Then, the rich man began beating him up so badly that he finally killed
him. He searched through his clothes and found nothing. He left feeling very
sad.
The ascetic was watching the incident sitting inside the hollow and was
astounded. He felt very sad and began to cry feeling sorry for the unjust
death of the poor man and prayed to God:
-Lord, what is the meaning of this will of yours? Let me know how your
kindness can tolerate such an incident. Someone lost the coins, another man
found them and a third man was unjustly murdered!
As he was praying and crying, an angel of the Lord appeared and told him:
-Do not feel sorry for the poor man, nor think that this incident is not the
will of God. Bear in mind that some things occur, either because God permits
them to, or in order to instruct people or because He causes them to happen
for our benefit.
Now, listen: The man who lost the golden coins is the next door neighbour of
the one who found them. He owned a farm worth one hundred coins. The rich
man, who was an avaricious person, forced him to sell his farm to him for
only fifty golden coins. The poor man, feeling helpless, prayed to God to
punish his unjust neighbour on his behalf. And God rewarded him in double.
The second man, the tired and poor one, who was unjustly killed, had once
committed a murder. He had honestly repented and lived the rest of his life
according to God’s will. He constantly prayed to God to forgive him and said
to Him: “God, let me have the same kind of death as the one I gave.” Of
course, our Lord had forgiven him since the first time he expressed his
repentance for his sinful act. However, He was moved by the sensitivity and
righteousness of this man, who not only tried to live according to His will,
but also wished to pay back for his sinful act. So, God fulfilled his wish
and gave him the chance to experience a violent death, -as he himself had
asked for- and took him to heaven by His side, granting him a glorious
laurel for his deep and responsive repentance!
The third man, the avaricious one, who lost the golden coins and committed
the murder, had fallen in two sins, avarice and stringiness. God permitted a
violent murder to be committed, so that he may experience pain, which in
turn, would lead him to repentance. The sin of murder turned out to be the
cause for his decision to leave the world and become a monk.
So, where and under what circumstances do you see that God was unjust,
merciless and cruel? You should not examine God’s judgments, as He always
makes them correctly and according to the way He knows, whereas you misjudge
them and find them unjust. You should also know that many things happen with
God’s will for reasons we do not know. Therefore, the right thing for us to
say is: “Righteous art thou, O Lord, and right art thy judgments” (Ps
118:137).
Father Paisios told us the following incident:
-When I was young and still residing at the monastery, the fathers sent me
to try to persuade an old father, who was living in a cell nearby, to come
to our monastery so that we may look after him. I went to him and said:
-Father, it must be so hard for you to look after yourself. Why don’t you
come to our monastery? We will take care of you. What do you think, will you
come with me?
He replied:
-Father, God takes care of the small little worms and provides food for them
to live. Won’t he take care of me, the big old worm?
The pilgrims, who visited the Elder, always brought him food. In the
beginning, he refused any kind of presents and told them to take them back.
They felt unhappy, as they thought that Father Paisios did not accept their
presents because they were sinful people. So, he felt in a way compelled to
keep them; when the visitors left, he gave their presents to the next
pilgrims and asked them to offer them to some poor old monks who lived in
the area.
Once, a group of pilgrims, to whom he had given a few things to take to an
old father who resided just across the Scete of Saint Panteleimon, asked
him:
-Father, why don’t you keep some of the presents your visitors bring you?
-One of the reasons is that if I kept all those things, I would end up
opening a super-market. Secondly, I always think of God who helped the
Israelis and provided the “mana” for them on a daily basis; those who were
distrustful and kept some for the next day, always found it had gone bad.
This was God’s way to make people totally rely on His providence and care,
and free themselves of their own pathetic concerns and worries.
Priestmonk
Christodoulos (1998) “Elder Paisios of the Holy Mountain”
Holy Mountain.
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