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On Vigils
When the righteous Akakios, who did his ascesis in a desolate skete of
Kafsokalyvia, was asked to speak on sleep and vigil, he replied: "Half an
hour of sleep is enough for a true monk!" He himself either stood up all
night long or knelt, praying and chanting with great courage, in spite of
the fact that he suffered from a hernia and was very old. He would sleep
very little in the mornings, sometimes leaning on his arm or on anything
else, long enough not to lose clarity of mind from extreme sleeplessness.
Fie viewed sleep as a treacherous and undermining enemy of the soul. He said
that nothing increases sinful desires more than excessive sleep. And nothing
subdues them as much as sleeplessness.
He made a bed with thick, knotted tree branches nailed sparsely together,
without a mattress, so that he could not rest his body as well as it would
have liked, and so that he could be awakened easily. According to his
biography, he slept no more than four hours a day.
Even the blessed St. Gregory Palamas had an ongoing battle against the flesh
and sleep. For three whole months in his hermitage above the holy monastery
of Lavra he remained sleepless and in prayer. He did, however, then
interrupt this ascetic labour so that his mind might riot be harmed by too
extended a vigil.
The Athonite Russian, St. Silouanos the New, who was canonized in 1987, was
born in 1866 and died in 1938. He was a monk of St. Panteleimon's Monastery.
He lived a riehteous and pure life of universal love, unceasing prayer, and
humility. His life came to a peaceful end in peace, and he left behind the
memory of a holy man. His biography was written by Archimandrite Sophronios,
the hegumen of the Holy Patriarchal and Stavropegic Monastery of the
Honoured Forerunner in England.
St. Silouanos among his many virtues laboured especially for sleeplessness,
as he knew from experience how much it contributes to attaining cleansing of
mind, uplifting in prayer and cultivation of joyful mourning. He would not
lie on a bed to sleep; instead he would spend the entire night praying,
either standing up or sitting on a stool. He would sleep for only fifteen to
twenty minutes and then rise again to pray. He would rest again later,
intermittently. His entire sleep in twenty-four hours would total only two
hours.
We asked the blind elder Simeon the Kafsokalyvitan: "How can the soul be
cleansed from impure thoughts, desires and other passions?" and he replied:
"By not knowing what it is like to get any sleep."
In an Iviritan skete there lived a most pious hieromonk, Gerasimos the
Hymnographer. When he was to celebrate the Divine Liturgy the next day, he
would stay awake all night long in reading and in prayer. God took him away
at a young age. His brief life had been very full, for he had pleased the
Lord.
A struggling hermit said: "By sleeping a lot, our mind becomes opaque."
Hadjigiorgis rested standing up at his bench in the church all night long.
He hardly knew his cell. He devoted his entire days to his suffering
brothers and his nights to prayer.
One day a young monk asked Father N., who was 86 years old: "Elder, how many
hours should a monk sleep?"
"Listen, my brother: St. Theodore the Studite and St. Simeon the New
Theologian say that four to five hours a day should be enough sleep. But
Abba Arsenics in the Gerontikon declares that for a labouring monk, one hour
of sleep should be sufficient. St. Akakios the Kafsokalyvitan used to say
that 'I find half an hour of sleep not enough,
but if the saint says so ... we should try it'."
"And you, how long do you rest?"
"My brother, what is the need for such a question?"
"For my benefit and for the love of Christ, tell me."
"I'll tell you. One hour in twenty-four is enough."
"Do you sleep one hour through or with interruptions?"
"With interruptions of course! A quarter of an hour, here or there."
"And how is your time spent?"
"Unfortunately, now that I have a double hernia, I do
not stand to read the Psalter or the Gospels and to say the
Jesus Prayer."
"The entire Psalter and New Testament?"
"Naturally, the entire ones."
"Every day?"
"Every day, every day. The only thing is, I cannot read standing up any
more. That is what happens with old age."
An elder said: "Sleep should become a servant, not a master. "
An Agioritan conclusion:
It is not possible for a spiritual life to exist without vigil. According to
his contemporaries, Elder Artemios the Gregoriatan never sat down on his
chair during any service, including the all-night vigils. Until his death,
he remained an upstanding steadfast pillar of the Church and of prayer.
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